Laughter.

Why does laughing make us feel so happy? Why does laughter make all of our problems go away? Unless it brings the new problem of peeing in your pants, it does put away all of your problems.

The past few days I have been in a down mood and just not happy. Today I realized what makes me happy no matter what is going on in my life.

I was on Facebook snooping around and I saw my cousin in England posted a new status. I went to her "wall" and started to read everything in a British accent. Apparently "beyond drunk" can sound so much more funny in an accent. I read the rest of her page wondering if it was all funny with an accent.

I wonder if people in England try to act like they have an American accent.

Also if you are down, google funny jokes. Laughter should be a prescription instead of people going on antidepressant pills. 

......oh the things that go through the human minds at a late hour.....

RE: Sex, Drugs, and Alcohol: Cool or Not Cool?

This is a topic Aadil Malik (Truth From a Teen founder) posted on his blog and this is what I think.

SEX: Teenage pregnancy has been an outrage lately in America. It is common in other countries but not here in America. My view is...Sex is to show love. When two man and woman are in love for a long time it is acceptable at higher ages(17 and up in my opinion). No glove no love. It is not cool to run around with an STD. Some STD's can be passed out just like a cold. So why even risk it? I do not believe in running around having it just to feel good. If you want to feel good, come here I'll give you a hug and talk to you. Strangers are welcomed to talk:)

Drugs

NOT COOL. I am against doing them for myself. One topic I came across is the legalization of marijuana. I personally do not believe in smoking it but I do think it should be legal. 2 reasons. 1. If we legalize it less people will do it. Most people do it so they can get attention because it is illegal so they are so bad and hood. 2. People do it anyway. I have heard many stories of pot being more safe than other common used drugs like alcohol and cigarettes. Every "stoner" will agree with this but this is coming from a drugless person's opinion. 

Alcohol

NOT COOL. I do not have much to say about this topic. Over doing it is wrong. Going out every once in a while and getting a few drinks isn't bad. They should put the age limit younger like Europe because their teen drinking is lower than here. My point is like #1 in drugs.

Being over exhausted

 School may not be the most tiring thing but people can get mentally exhausted. I may not be physically going over my homework but at least every 10 minutes I am going over what I did that day and reflecting on that day. I am very self-conscious of my school work. I try to stay active by going to the gym every Monday and that is very tiring because it keeps me up all night. I have been so tired and I have been wanting to go to sleep for the past two days. Tonight is an early bedtime. 730 night? I think so:)

Being Myself and Misunderstandings

I have deleted two of my blogs. I have not been myself when creating these posts so I deleted them to start of fresh. Everyone deserves a second chance. I have been hearing people talk about how I can not take criticism, that I do not care what people have to think and more. Well my response to those comments are  right here in my blog. I want to know people's feedback. I just will not make a whole blog on other people's side of the story. If you state your side I will just read it and it will not affect my opinion as much as you would like. I would love for people to read my blog but this is my own personal way of relaxing doing what I love to do best, write. I am me for me. I will not change for anyone else but myself. 

School 2011

I have noticed that study halls are silent. Students should be able to have a side of the room to whisper. When someone needs help they can not talk to ask for help? This is a problem and should be faced. Each study hall should be split in half and one side should have a talking side so we can ask for help. Today I realized I could not ask someone what the homework was to even do something in study hall. They should also start to check people on the computer. Students should not be able to go onto google and look up random images. This should be a time to do school work. Yes, I am on the computer on Blogger.com which should be a shame that I can get away with a long blog in the middle of study hall. This is a problem our school faces.

2010, Love you and you will be missed.

Everyday this year a new struggle appeared. Here is month by month something that happened.(informal)

January- Turned 13! My niece turned one. My current BF asked me out.

Feb.- First Valentines Day with a Boyfriend. Valentines day dance went down.:)

Mar.- Went to Florida to see my dad's gf in Florida. Dad proposed.

April- Dad's  fiance moved back to PA.

May- Sister turns 16. Getting use to the heat. Join Cheerleading. Grandfather dies.

June- END OF SCHOOL! Went to Europe and Hershey Park

July- Came back from Europe and went to Albany,NY

August- Cheer camp begins and first day of school.

September- Dad and sister gets married.

October- Sister finds out she is pregnant

November- Inducted into NHS:)

December- Start this blog and get ready for a new year:)

SPECIAL MENTION:

Aadil Malik- Last year before you became president we had study hall together and I would talk to you. I supported you in your election and so glad you won. You are the only school president we have had that does something and as students we see the results. You have really inspired me to start a blog, get into student government and NHS. You did an amazing job helping me out with the blog and being my first supportive team.  Thank you so much. I say "Thank you" a lot because I really appreciate it.

I really hope that 2011 brings me more challenges to share on here. This will really help me get through my struggles. Everyone reading this, you mean a lot to me by reading this. :)

Thank you to: Dad,  Mom, Tierney, Grandmom, Grandpop(R.I.P), Nan, Pappy, Bethany, Aadil, Carlos, Mr.McAboy, Mrs.Parfitt,Mrs.Patrella and everyone else who has inspired me.

Just Listen(A Challenge I Face)

   Is it okay that everyday I try to tell you I appreciate you?

   Is it okay that you do not listen?

   Is it okay that all I want is your face to glisten at me?

I am not okay with the fact I mean nothing.

I am not okay with you ignoring me. 

I am okay with you being happy.

I am okay with you being you.

I put on this thing called a smile everyday, because

I want to see you smile. 

If you know this is toward you..please just listen. No need to talk. No need to change. Do not get mad and Just Listen.