2010, Love you and you will be missed.

Everyday this year a new struggle appeared. Here is month by month something that happened.(informal)

January- Turned 13! My niece turned one. My current BF asked me out.

Feb.- First Valentines Day with a Boyfriend. Valentines day dance went down.:)

Mar.- Went to Florida to see my dad's gf in Florida. Dad proposed.

April- Dad's  fiance moved back to PA.

May- Sister turns 16. Getting use to the heat. Join Cheerleading. Grandfather dies.

June- END OF SCHOOL! Went to Europe and Hershey Park

July- Came back from Europe and went to Albany,NY

August- Cheer camp begins and first day of school.

September- Dad and sister gets married.

October- Sister finds out she is pregnant

November- Inducted into NHS:)

December- Start this blog and get ready for a new year:)

SPECIAL MENTION:

Aadil Malik- Last year before you became president we had study hall together and I would talk to you. I supported you in your election and so glad you won. You are the only school president we have had that does something and as students we see the results. You have really inspired me to start a blog, get into student government and NHS. You did an amazing job helping me out with the blog and being my first supportive team.  Thank you so much. I say "Thank you" a lot because I really appreciate it.

I really hope that 2011 brings me more challenges to share on here. This will really help me get through my struggles. Everyone reading this, you mean a lot to me by reading this. :)

Thank you to: Dad,  Mom, Tierney, Grandmom, Grandpop(R.I.P), Nan, Pappy, Bethany, Aadil, Carlos, Mr.McAboy, Mrs.Parfitt,Mrs.Patrella and everyone else who has inspired me.

Just Listen(A Challenge I Face)

   Is it okay that everyday I try to tell you I appreciate you?

   Is it okay that you do not listen?

   Is it okay that all I want is your face to glisten at me?

I am not okay with the fact I mean nothing.

I am not okay with you ignoring me. 

I am okay with you being happy.

I am okay with you being you.

I put on this thing called a smile everyday, because

I want to see you smile. 

If you know this is toward you..please just listen. No need to talk. No need to change. Do not get mad and Just Listen.

The story behind "COOL"

I am 14 years old. I live in Pennsylvania as I love it here. I have been through so many things in my life and I love sharing my thoughts and opinions.

I know nothing about politics. I hate statistics. I don't think the world will end in 2012. I love writing and have been told by teachers to one day write a book.

This is the start of my journey of life. Everyday the end of that journey comes closer and closer. This will be one thing I can look back on.

I will post as much as I can. 

I will make mistakes. I will post something just to calm me down. I may post something that will make someone mad but it's my opinion and what I believe to be the truth.

"Life isn't a piece of cake, it's the challenges , making the batter to make the cake."-Madie Carotenuto

The Joys of Pain in Our Life

We all get let down. We all get turned down. We all get shoved in the face something we desired. As we all suffer our unwanted desires there is always that one person that will always make you smile, laugh, and forget about those desires. 

      We all have that one person no matter what. We all may forget about that person when things get so rough. I personally know the people in my life that I can count on. Sometimes I need someone I do not talk to much's opinion. There are challenges in our life but no matter what there is someone to be there for you going through challenges too.

This is our time now.

   They say teenage years are the hardest. They say we become selfish. They say we can not be controlled because our hormones control us. They say we are the bad ones. It is time where we find out who "they" is. It is time to see  the teenage perspective of life. It is time to be able to make mistakes. It is time to let the world know MY side of the story...